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Sunday, April 19, 2009

M-O-V-E-D !!!

As the title says it...I'm moving away from Xanga...Reasons...

   1. Xanga site is blocked in my office due to being categorised as "Social Networking" site rather than "Blog" site...

   2. Xanga requires me to upload my photos somewhere first...But blogspot don't allow to copy & paste...Driving me nuts!!

   3. My Xanga site has too much rubbish in it...

   4. People have to register a Xanga account in order to drop a comment....SO RIDICULOUS!!!

   5. I'm sick of the layout already...

So, I'm moving to blogspot...the so over populated blog site...

My dear readers, please bookmark http://www.purple-butterfly1921.blogspot.com/ as your new page ya...

After this post, there won't be anymore update on my Xanga site...

 


Thursday, April 16, 2009

The Bite That Burns

 

 

“When my mother divorced I was very sad, I nearly got to the end of my life, a lot of people commit suicide over a moment's sadness, but those who have cancer battle hard to live, money, you can make more, feelings, you can converse to gain it, only life is something that you cannot start over again."

<Jay Chou>

 

“But what if you didn't have the freedom to determine your own destiny? Think of how you might feel every day if you were, at this young age of hope, completely denied hope. What if you were denied the excitement of your natural youth?”

<Lee Hom>

 

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In every person’s heart, there’s always a hero…No matter he is his parents, siblings, grandparents, friends, leader of the world or simply just an artiste..

 

Getting to know him better for the past few weeks, put me in the stage of turmoil… completely pandemonium...I felt I have not seen the world outside…I’m confused..

 

Growing up was never difficult for me as I was blessed with the best parents in the world…At least, I realize how lucky I am being brought up in the family…Where others, their parents divorced… or simply controlled them too much…

 

My mum was very strict to me back then….and she disciplined me totally! So my dad was the one whom I always get all the pampering from…Yes, I was damn pampered…and still am being pampered…

 

Occasionally as I go home, my mum will cook scrumptious food…and I would not need to help out in any of the house chores anymore…My dad would wash my car for me…. and my brother would sacrifice his time with his friends/girlfriend to spend some time with me…

 

Not mentioning my baby Ozzie will always seem like as if he didn’t see me for centuries…

 

As I recalled my childhood…I never realize how much my parents had sacrificed for me…

 

I love them so much…The one thing I never doubt….

 

Now I’m beginning to live on my own…and planning for the future…

 

I have learnt a handful of things from him…

Things like life maybe a bed of roses for us here, but it is hell for a person who fights to stay on for another day…

things like how we should recycle & save our dying earth…

things like music is a universal language…

things like dying can never solve the problem at all, it just makes things worse…

things like learning to treasure everything you have…and appreciate it…

things like being alone while doing the one thing you love the most in your life is never miserable…

 

I will learn to live alone…I’m tired of depending on others, cuz you’ll never know the next day he/she will betray you…

 

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世上沒有一個人,比更了解自己.... 除了他自己....

 

I think I did the right thing be walking away and avoid her…it’s just so sad…I don’t think I can forgive her anymore for how she’s treating me…

 

I learnt that no one in this world could be trusted….

 

“I love the sun…I wish to leave everything behind and go to Maldives to cure my pain…”

 

And 力宏, FOREVER LOVE don't exist okay!!! At least not in my life...

 

But no doubt, you are my hero…so no matter you are gay or not…you are still MY HERO! I admire & idolize you for your talents…and you really inspire me…

 

I’m inspire to know you better…but sadly I will only get to know the outer side of you…I can never get a chance to know you deep within and understand the beautiful person you are…

 

可是杰倫你也是我最愛的英雄!!

 

I hate being muddled in between…not here…nor there…a little bit bitten and burnt

 

I need more air to breathe… 

 

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Kawaii-ne....好可爱哦....

My bao bei so so cute...can die...Had foot massage and was in pain also so cute....What type of homosapien is he lah???

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Aiyier...his leg so fair and smooth and skinny....I think when he worked out...He too focused on his biceps & triceps only....

" 宝贝, 你的脚也需要吗~~~"

Aaaaanyways...I'm feeling more and more tension these days...

CRAP!

.....Missing the pressence of my fellow SH bro...

On another hand...I still felt like I cannot commit yet...

I wish May 2nd can arrive faster...But then after that I can never see him again....I missed him...and still can't manage to get over him...

I'm excited to get my stuff... Which I actually spent like RM300 for it....

.....And........I finally released my 2 tortoise....Not excatly release them u see...I was going to put them into the lake behind my house...and then these bunch of Malay kids were asking us what was that we were carrying....And they asked for it!!! They said they want to rare wor....I don't know leh...I think both kuai-kuai are dead by now...  RIP!!!

Btw, I'm starting to hate her now...She's so arrogant.....As far as I could recall, I never did anything bad to her till the extend that she has to treat me like this...FINE!!! Go chiak sai...I hope your lifea will be miserable.... *evil laugh*

....And I still miss HIM!!!

No matter what I do...

What I think...

I still miss him!!!

And Luis is calling me mushroom cuz of that...Aiyksss...

MDG2 is getting spicier every episode...I somehow got the feeling Pinky will be this season's MDG!!! She's okay lah...if she doesn't talk or laugh...And have to admit, her photos are really beautiful....esp the one taken at Royal Selangor...Hippie!!

I NEED HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why June is like centuries away geh....Haihhhhh....And I wana go Taiwan!!!! Very very very badly..... 

But after the conversation Luis & I had on Mon nite...I guess our Taiwan trip next year sure tak menjadi already... *sob*sob*

Can I go stalk Lee Hom ah???? After stalking Jay lah, that is......I'm not unloyal okayyy...Jay still sits in #1 position in my heart.....at least as what I think it is.....

Gotta go to bed now....Tomorrow another sucky working day....So BORINGGGGGG!!!!!

Where is my real life next door Lee Hom look alike??? *sigh* I need motivation!!! Loads and loads of it....

Hey you, you know I love you so much and now I felt like I'm gonna hate you cuz I just can't stop thinking about you & can't stop missing you!!!!

Blahhhhh.....

I love 不可能做過妳 so much....That song is ultra cute and it just make me smile and felt like dancing each time I listen to it.....Plus the MV is damn cute...as cute as the song and as cute as Lee Hom!!! Mmmmuaxxx..

 

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Thursday, April 09, 2009

I’m Still Sick…

 

Ahhhh-chooo…. <Yeaa rite!!>

 

Hahahah…Hey, I’m really sick one lah…But not the Ah-choo kinds sick lah…My sickness is worse…Im having LOVE sick!! Huhuhuh…

 

Yup, still is…can’t get him out of my mind…I wonder if there’s a twin out there…I wish to meet you!!!

 

On Tues, I went over to Solaris to meet my love for the first time…And best of all, it is an autograph session, so yeah we stood a chance to see him in a very closed-up distance…

                                                                               

 

Honestly, I heard over My FM mentioning that he will be in KL for an autograph session, but I somehow thought it was a hoax. Think about it, why would he wana come down to KL a month before his concert here wor…But then, that’s what Jie Lun did last year…

 

But meeting Jie Lun at Ruums was a total different feel…The event was to promote his movie, Kung Fu Dunk, so it’s not just mainly all about him…although he’s the most favourite among all…I didn’t get a chance to stand in front of him, and get an autograph…(still remember I actually brought his posters & CDs along to get him sign on them)

 

                                                         

 

Meeting Lee Hom was a really climax experience…Okay, let’s bercerita and drama abit…

 

I got his 心跳 album way earlier already…but that was the pirated version…Hahahah…I was thinking, if it’s gonna be an autograph session, definitely I would need an ORIGINAL album right?? And so I went to Video Ezy and got his album…But I’m pretty glad I got the original one!!

 

Do you believe it that I couldn’t sleep the whole night before and I woke up as early as 5am on Tuesday morning?? Jeezzzz…Super excited!!

 

So I went to work as usual…bla bla bla…and zoomed back home as the clock ticks to 5.30pm…Reached home at 6pm, bathed and dressed up to meet my love…

 

Luis was kind enough to accompany me there, and fetching me on his bike, so that we could beat the traffic and also solve the parking hassle…We left home about 7pm….then got lost along Penchala Link…up till the tunnel… Hahahah…

 

 

Finally reached Solaris few mins before 8pm…We stood waaaaaaaaaayyy far away from the mini stage…But okay lah…My objective is to kidnap him take his autograph ma….

 

As we were standing in the middle of the fans…suddenly the group of gals on our right started screaming…Then I saw HIM!!! Walking up the stairs up to Boston Restaurant…I was so not prepared for his pre-appearance…so I was like, “shite…shite…Lee Hom…shiteee…camera damn dark…. shiiiteeeeee….”

 

 

As a result, I only managed to get this pic…

 

That was like 8.15pm? Yeah…he went up for awhile, perhaps having some interviews & press conference lah….Damn I’m so jealous…I should’ve ignored my parents advise to go to MMU, instead skipped to Monash Uni to take up journalism….

 

So we waited…..and waited….and waited…..Crowd getting larger…More and more “small gals” and “small boys” around us…and I suddenly felt like I’m an obasan!!  Then all these boy boy at least a head taller than me come standing in front of me…till I cant even see the stage at all…Geram….

 

 

Clearer shots courtesy of HOManiacs, Lee Hom Msia Fan Club...

 

At about 8.35pm, I saw securities & event crews running down from the exact same stair case Lee Hom went up with…So I told Luis, I got the feeling he’s gonna come down anytime soon…and I was right!!! This time he came down through the lift and since it’s an transparent one…We could see him so clearly and he was doing the robot-wave at my side….*drools*

 

 

Then he ran up to the stage….Lagi geram cuz I cannoooootttt seeeeeeeeeee…..So I decided to snap some pics loh…holding my cam up high on the sky till my arms hurt like shite after that….Thanks to the boy boys….

 

Lee Hom said he already can feel the Music-man Concert feel with us around and with the crazy girl girls screaming… HE WAS SUPER GORGEOUS!!! And he sounded perfect!! Apparently, he mentioned he was kinda exhausted rushing from Taipei, which he just returned from Yunnan for his new movie, “大兵小將” (The General) alongside Jackie Chan….Pssttt...rumour says that initially Lee Hom’s role was supposed to be Jie Lun’s!!! Aiykksss…controversial!! Nah la…the reason Jackie Chan got Lee Hom a role because his wife is a fan of his!!  Envy..envy…

 

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Kesian abit loh…He so leng cai…anything also can lah…Hahahahah… Anyways, he sung only one song, 心跳 and then immediately started of with the autograph session…It was about 8.45pm only…And we waited again…waited and waited and waited…till my legs felt like gonna break liao…

 

 

 

1hr later, Luis pulled me to the side, saying that we should use that way…true enough, it was the only way to go to the front…The fans were scary…kept pushing like mad…Until to one extend I shouted at the girl girl behind me to stop pushing…. She was like pushed and pushed till I cannot even stand evenly on the ground…

 

 

I was also worried that they have timeframe for the session.. Mana lah tau, after 1hr he said he wana cabut liao…Die la….But he didn’t….Thanked God…And thanked God I got the 心跳 album, but not others as he would only sign on the 心跳 album and the postcard we redeemed with our concert tickets….

  

Clearer shot courtesy of HOManiacs, Lee Hom Msia Fan Club...

 

Finally nearly 10pm we managed to step on the stage but I was kinda mad cuz they don’t allow us to take our camera on stage… #%@#$@##$ I nearly wanted to curi-curi snap Lee Hom’s pic man…seriously…But didn’t la….Later kena throw down the stage lagi cia-lat!!

 

As I reached my turn, he looked at me and said…

 

LH : How are you?

Melia : Dying….

LH : <laughs> same here…

Melia : So tired & hot…

LH : Wana go grab some drinks after this?

Melia : <eyes widen> Drinks?

LH : Yeah, I’m pretty thirsty too, y’know and I can see that this place have some pretty cool cafes & pubs…So you’re in?

Melia : <stunned>

LH : Or you wana chill with me back at the hotel later?

Melia : <stunned> <stunned> <stunned>

 

…………….Of course it’s not true!!!  At least I was imagining that the moment would be that way, but nope…I ain’t that lucky….And I know, I won’t even leave a memory to him, cuz I’m neither pretty or is long haired…yup, he love long haired women!!

 

So back to reality….As I reached a few people before me, I was nervous like hell…And I kept staring at the table rather than taking the opportunity to photograph his in-person looks into my memory…Crazy man!! But lucky I realized fast enough to switched my sight and focused on him….I tell you, this guy is really FLAWLESS and not mentioning, he’s really really really damn good looking!!! My heartbeat was like so fast at the moment I stood in front of him…After he signed my CD & the postcard, he looked up on me, smiled and offered a hand shake…His hands felt soft, unlike typical men’s palms….

 

 

I LOVE YOU!!!!! I should’ve told him that… But, so what?? Every girl on earth loves him like hell okay… Come to think of it now, I should’ve bought him flowers, or gifts or even a self-made card…So he know how much he meant to me in my heart… But I didn’t lah…cuz as I said, last min the day b4 only decided wana go….

 

After we stepped down from the stage, we got shooed away by the securities… Evil…evil… Benci!!! I planned to stay back and wait for him….But Luis insisted we leave there and then as he was freaking tired & hot…Okay lah…since he pui me go see the man which I go ga-ga over…Hahahahah….

 

  

 

Till today, I still cannot forget the moment when he looked at me and I stared back at his beautiful eyes…My heart melted….and that was the moment I was hit by the “Lee Hom bug” disease… Which is incurable till this point of time….HELP ME PLEASE!!!

 

 

Clearer shot courtesy of HOManiacs, Lee Hom Msia Fan Club...

 

As I reached home...I kinda like decided that I should divorce Jie Lun...and self-pronounce myself as Mrs. Wang...Hahahahhaha...  And so it started...ppl telling me how unloyal am I...And Wei Lee even call me "pengkhianat"!!!  

 

But I admit I am one loh....Okay lah, at least lemme "married" to Lee Hom for this period of time only loh....can gua like that....But I still love my darlin' Jie Lun lah....Don't worry...

 

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I can’t wait for Music-man concert….Dammmnn anxious!!! I wana see him again…and hear him talk again…And of course, see his US$10,000 special ordered from Ireland Bahamut guitar....

 

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Super cool yo...More over he's born in the year of dragon!!!

 

Jie Lun spent his hard-earned money on vehicles...like the "batman" car...and the superbike....

 

While Lee Hom spent his on guitars...He just bought one "chinked out" guitar special painted with chinese painting on it...

 

Crazy ppl...I need fund raising leh, my dear Lee Hom....$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

 

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Don't practise too hard yeah my dear...Take care of yourself!! *muaxx*

 


Sunday, April 05, 2009

改变自己

Before thinking of changing others and what more changing the world, first we must change ourselves...

Change the way u treat people...change the way u think of a problem....change the perception of an obstacle...

To us, we uses our hard earned money to enjoy a Japanese buffet....but a new jacket...to buy properties....or even to go for a holiday....

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But to those who are in the 3rd world countries, each penny they have is an opportunity to live another day, or to get a piece of cloth to cover themselves or to learn how to write their own name...

I never thought, someone who grew up in New York City...and who's earning millions annually would have such a big heart...

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He has sponsored 10 children in Laos and in 2007 he decided to trade his usual Thanksgiving Day with mouth-watering stuffed turkey together with his family for crickets and rural villagers in Laos....Thanksgiving is the only time Lee Hom get to go back home and spend it with his family...However, he felt that Thanksgiving is not just about spending time with your loved ones...but it also means being thankful for what we have...

I cried watching the documentary featured Lee Hom's expedition in Laos...Click here to view...Part 1Part 2

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Dressed only in a simple tee & jeans, he brought music with him and thought his foster kids the beauty of music...He never did mind about the language barrier (even though he mentioned it was his biggest obstacle), or living in a hut built by wood & nipah leaves...also not having water supplied to the home and electricity...

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To be honest, my impression on Lee Hom was that he's a home boy...and he came from a pretty wealthy family...So he must have got everything which he has ever wanted...

But after this moment, my perception on him changed...He's not just an artist...He's also a noble man...

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Frankly, asking myself am I able of putting my luxurious lifestyle behind at this point of time and live in a rural area where poverty is the biggest issue...I don't know...There would have a lot of "what if" and "how can i" kinda questions...Major issue is language...And understanding myself, I'm not quite a adventurous person....or even a risk taker...

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But this man here could...And for that I respect him, not just for his talent now...But also for his big heart...

No doubt I love him...Is there any reason I shouldn't love him more than Jay?? Not because of his looks...or great voice...but mainly because he cares...

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He is really the HERO in my heart!! Heart him to bits...(and because we are so compatible - both of us can't eat spicy!!)

Love you, 力宏!!

 

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