The Bite That Burns “When my mother divorced I was very sad, I nearly got to the end of my life, a lot of people commit suicide over a moment's sadness, but those who have cancer battle hard to live, money, you can make more, feelings, you can converse to gain it, only life is something that you cannot start over again." <Jay Chou> “But what if you didn't have the freedom to determine your own destiny? Think of how you might feel every day if you were, at this young age of hope, completely denied hope. What if you were denied the excitement of your natural youth?” <Lee Hom>  
In every person’s heart, there’s always a hero…No matter he is his parents, siblings, grandparents, friends, leader of the world or simply just an artiste.. Getting to know him better for the past few weeks, put me in the stage of turmoil… completely pandemonium...I felt I have not seen the world outside…I’m confused.. Growing up was never difficult for me as I was blessed with the best parents in the world…At least, I realize how lucky I am being brought up in the family…Where others, their parents divorced… or simply controlled them too much… My mum was very strict to me back then….and she disciplined me totally! So my dad was the one whom I always get all the pampering from…Yes, I was damn pampered…and still am being pampered… Occasionally as I go home, my mum will cook scrumptious food…and I would not need to help out in any of the house chores anymore…My dad would wash my car for me…. and my brother would sacrifice his time with his friends/girlfriend to spend some time with me… Not mentioning my baby Ozzie will always seem like as if he didn’t see me for centuries… As I recalled my childhood…I never realize how much my parents had sacrificed for me… I love them so much…The one thing I never doubt…. Now I’m beginning to live on my own…and planning for the future… I have learnt a handful of things from him… Things like life maybe a bed of roses for us here, but it is hell for a person who fights to stay on for another day… things like how we should recycle & save our dying earth… things like music is a universal language… things like dying can never solve the problem at all, it just makes things worse… things like learning to treasure everything you have…and appreciate it… things like being alone while doing the one thing you love the most in your life is never miserable… I will learn to live alone…I’m tired of depending on others, cuz you’ll never know the next day he/she will betray you… ................................ ................................. 世上沒有一個人，比我更了解我自己.... 除了他自己.... I think I did the right thing be walking away and avoid her…it’s just so sad…I don’t think I can forgive her anymore for how she’s treating me… I learnt that no one in this world could be trusted…. “I love the sun…I wish to leave everything behind and go to Maldives to cure my pain…” And 力宏, FOREVER LOVE don't exist okay!!! At least not in my life... But no doubt, you are my hero…so no matter you are gay or not…you are still MY HERO! I admire & idolize you for your talents…and you really inspire me… I’m inspire to know you better…but sadly I will only get to know the outer side of you…I can never get a chance to know you deep within and understand the beautiful person you are… 可是杰倫… 你也是我最愛的英雄!! I hate being muddled in between…not here…nor there…a little bit bitten and burnt… I need more air to breathe… 
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